Is it all my fault? Should I just stop it all?

I think u both have depression n it is some thing u both need to fix on ur own. Go ur seperated ways n get help. U need to find urself a more happy, life loving healthy girl after getting help hun and so does ur gf u 2 are not good 4 each other ur ment to be living a nice life 2geta not planing a death 2geta... please do not try 2 kill urself again it is not the answer.